EYC- Express yourself clearly

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

True Friend


Now when this poetry bug has already hit me this is my second creation and this one is dedicated to my best friend on her b'day

i was blind so i couldnt see
and when got the eyes
it was dark already
thats our life
or atleast it seems to be
with jealousy all around
all you care for is
the one who cares for you
the one who follows you
from your foot prints on sand
the one you may call whatever
for me that is the true friend

the one you can trust
will raise your soul
when you are down
and you have lost your goal
the one whose always there
with the helping hand
and the heart to walk with you
is you true friend

i remember the day
when we shared
our secrets ..the secrets nobody ever cared
to listen to
to get them out of you ..
but like leaves have to leave

the tree to make it free
we sailed our way
to be apart and
a part of moving train
that goes diffrent way
that should have been an end
but those who continue from this
are called true friends

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Aa Dekhe Jaraa Kisme kitna hai Dum


These days i am busy dancing on the beats of the famous Pancham Da's creation " Aa dekhe jaraa" "Jaanu meri jaan " etc. As the management cum cultural fest of the institute is drawing closer one can hear diffrent songs being played on the diffrent corners of the auditorium. Students with drenched Ts can be spotted sweating and dancing. My part is just a few old numbers by R.D.Burman ( Pancha Da). By the way did I tell you Indian Ocean will be performing LIVE on the campus !!! . I still remember when i was in the second year of my Engineering course i heard the song "Kandisa" by some unknown band. Soon that song reached the top of my preference. And in a matter of few days other song of that album clouded me. The name of the band was "Indian Ocean". This will be the first time i will see them performing LIVE. Like people target companies for final placement here i am targetting bands ... Though Parikrama is on the top but Indian Ocean is also in top three . The time will come when i will be playing (Drums) for a band ... cant wait for that time to come

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Birthday Bash

Celebrated my birthday as i wanted it to be . Told no one about it . Only those who wanted to know come to know about it. So who was the first one who wished me ?? it was again my best friend . She was so angry that she was not the first one to wish me on new year but this time she made no mistake and called me 5 min before midnight. Followed by that was my ex gf. I appreciated that she called at the wee hours when it was hard for her. After that was my only friend from any of my old friend circle-Gaurav. Though he should be sleeping at that time but he actually made himself awake to wish me gave me the feeling i wanted to have. And then my brother ... The party was called to be at Taj Hotel. Never thought that i will ever be giving a treat at Taj. We ( me , viru, bhabesh, srini, nainwal and the two kids rita and gomt(h)y ) went at 8 . Though viru and Gomthy were supposed to be back by 10:30 for salsa practice but we made them dance there :-) . Party started with a round of wine as the tradition has become. As we entered i saw the drum set and got a strong urge to play them but ........ didnt. During dinner we saw some fine tricks by the magician there. He put a coin inside a bottle and then took it out right in front of us. Really good trick.We were not able to figure that out. After the dinner at around 12:30 we went to calicut beach. Arab sea has a habit of becoming more bautiful during night. After making everyone aware that we are there by shouting and doing all sort of odd things we called it a day and came back. But then we decided to extend it with some vodka. So we had some in my balcony till only me and nainwal were left. Then we ( me and nainwal) went to DC ( Down circle near E hostel) and shared a couple of fag. And that was the end of the bithday bash.

Monday, January 09, 2006

WANTED : my shadow

On a blank piece of paper
with pen in my hand
what i can find
is not my shadow
but the memories left behind

what relation i had with her
even i couldnt find
now all that i have
are the memories left behind

those were the days
as the poet says
of blooming flowers and ripening fruits
when we used to walk in the crowd
with hand in hand
knowing but the truth
the word unite itself means
there is separation
but my innocent heart
was just a kid
sharing all, showing all
that it could find
now all that i have
are the memories left behind

she knew me
more than i do
she cared for me
more than i knew
she made even my shadow so jealous
that it left me behind ( it is said that shadow follows you)
look now what do i treasure
are the memories left behind

i died and asked GOD
over a cup of tea
He smiled that turned to laughter
oh BOY cant you see
just put your ears to this world
and you will hear
just one cry
they are shouting , they are yelling
poor THEY .. have just one plea
WHY ME WHY ME
!!!

Friday, January 06, 2006

Down with life :-((((


Since I have returned from Munnar I am in a pretty bad mood …. Suddenly I am bored of my life … not finding interest in doing anything …anything at all .. I woke up today but was in no mood to go to lecture classes and so I missed all the lecture classes in the first half …. Though after a long time I talked to my old friend but that only brought the memories of those good old days making the burden even heavier ….. even I have got bored of playing AOE-3 .. ( can you believe that ) …. I am even bored of writing a post …. So ending here .. hope my boredom will end soon ..
PS:- cheer up .. the worst is yet to come !!!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Mindblowing Munnar


Last time the warriors were defeated as one of them ( read nainwal) was injured …. But this time we had changed the strategy … instead of going on bikes we hired a cab . Starting before the sunrise ( for me sunrise is at 9 am) we hit the road and played the songs of RHTDM on the way to Munnar. Halting at Thrissur for picking up one of the friend ( Nainwal) and after having lunch we made our way through to Munnar. Soon the roads became narrow as we started to climb the hill . After reaching the city we managed to get a room in one of the hotels. It was already evening and we decided to have a drink and so did we. Munnar was more thrilling than we expected. The numerous waterfalls were very enticing and we decided to dive in one of them. Water was freezing cold . But the experience was really hot . Finally came the new year eve and we decided to celebrate in T&U Hotel. The party started …. The dance floor was empty until one mom and daughter came over to dance. I don’t remember about the mom but the daughter danced really good. After having a few whiskey pegs down our throat we decided to rock the floor . We danced danced and danced …. till only a couple and few others were left. That was the best party I had till now ……..